home alone T^T

Well today home alone again and do the same things again 

keep thinking when will i stop blogging bcoz of busying at my work?

When can i get my work ?just keep thinking><

i have been free for 3 month++ i think...

HUh??what im going to do since today im menses pain so i forgive myself just let me rest today^^

Weeee wang wang^^

aww~~just think about yesterday!!my interview so.....TT

The worst interview i ever did!im too panic and nervous when the staff just keep asking

me about the shop~~and i know what i want but i cant speak out fluently ...

Is my problem??or i over panic makes me cannot speak well? TT

Awww~~if i really fail on it i just can describe myself with a word *sigh*

i already know the result and i hands up~~!*give up*

He has my fate in his hands~~no matter how excellent you are T^T

hehehehe^^

Just now i just did my entry with the Hotel^^ i like to be one of the staff in hotel

thats y i choose service industry as my first choice

And i entry the airport worker who doing the ticketing or something else...

Thats my choice^^

better than just sitting at office from 9am to 5pm just for doing those fucking desk work

thats not funny at all and just keep looking at Computer!!! Aikssssss><

if better i can on Facebook^^**

So now just wait for all the responce and keep looking job around...

Nothing to do but keep envying my fren who already have their job before graduate^^

So i dont want to be loser too im trying hard now**

im just lack of those basic knowledge

So need to do more research ~~! XD

As a uni student,how much you have spent to understand the community news

or others??

politic,economy etc...

In my point i just know how to do some partime job and earn money and enjoy the uni life

i just think i keep wasting my parents money and do nothing TT

thats my lfe??If you compare with those ppl who better than yourself ~means that you  are loser

So if you dont mind just keep comparing with those ppl who weaker than you

Sure you are a winner but that was just keep cheating your mind

And you will not improve anymore keeping on same level

So of coz i dont want to be a worm but the excellence!~~

thats my thinking**

XOXO