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Im trying to stop my tear,But its keep dropping.Like waterfall,its not going to stop,like my heart is going to break in two! Whats going on with me?Last night was Valentine!How can i be so sad today, (today off for work too) i Should relax at home!Whats going on with me? Am i going to crazy soon?Or?........But i really mad during the night time, i can't sleep well and having night-mare whole week.....Just making me so tired and moody...Cat pee everywhere,keep fighting with the cat!(seriously im going to crazy!) Heartbeat running faster,headache,backside pain,Keep taking pain-killer,but its not work.I should taking long vacation...for travel but no saving...everything is annoying me now! The money,the stuff i want, the night-mare!Awwwww!God please safe me!!!!I need to sleep well tonight ...(praying)

Off to do my housework now...Hope it will make me feel better later...